MANAGEMENT ACCOUNTING & BUSINESS ——-CLASS TEST 1——– NN

Haiz…realli sad….realli demoralise me….realli feel beri sian.

MAB test 1 is my 1st test in SIM-RMIT….den I failed….haizzzzzzZZZZZZzzzzzzz!!!!

Well still got test 2 which i am confident, & final exam. But…wat a bad start.

den Biz Stats so ez….i only get DI for the mcq test…..feel tat i am such a failure….haiz

3 weeks ago….Stats test

2 weeks ago….Econs test

1 weeks ago….Mab test

Today….Com Law Assignment due date!!!!!

FINALLY…….now left to exams! 23 April, BRING IT ON!!! I NOT SCARE OF YOU!!! I will Bi Guan Xiu Lian & conquer the 4 exams!

FINALLY!!! Mab (Management Accounting) test 2 is over. Tewpid Mab, my worst subj, waste my time to study sooo much. I spent full day of Fri, Sat, Sun & Mon to study a test which is 20% & only 4 topics. However, the time is never seem to be enuff to study & practice finish lor.

Den this morning is the test, haha, dunno issit my understanding is pro liao or is the paper easy, i juz find it easi, which is a good thing. So glad it is over!!! Now is Com Law assignment due on mon. Meanwhile…..I need to rest & relax…SHAGGED!!! Can’t even concentrate on Biz Stats lesson, keep yawning sia.

Yest she use her file & hit me from behind…..PAIN LEHZ….lolz…2 days 2 times…..Ku bao bao u win liao lor!!!! Oso yest is the 1st time i study in sch till 10pm…..woah…me in poly max was 9pm…this time i beat my own record…but i think the days coming up will be later den 10pm de.

Today…she gave me a cup cake….yum yum…so nice to eat. I sat with her again…errm….is everything over? I am getting over with her & have no feelings le? I think is still no. hmmm… -_-???

Anyway…… studied in school with my lect mates again….they r fun people to study with. Still yet to know them better….but can see they r hardworking people….who love MJ too. hehehe

Had my Marcoecons mcq test this evening. Dunno y, mcq only, i still so gan chiong. I done the past year test paper over & over & over again. I shuld be confident & nt gan chiong. But b4 test, i gan chiong until my right hand numb, Lolz.

After test, errm, ok lar…hope can get HD for this test. Trying to aim full marks, lolz, dunno can anot. is all up to God liao….wat i can do, i already do le. Now is MAB, the killer module. STRESS AH!!!! *scare scare*….wish me gd luck on next week mab test.

*Tewpid Ku bao bao, strike me from behind in library today….haha….quite surprise to see u today in sch oso. Good luck for ur tests too

3 mths ago i met her in lecture….

1 week later i went to know her…..

we had many happy times together….

4 days ago, things happened……

I dun wish to lose her even as a fren, i will try to 4get the bad times…i should try to let go those feelings for her. Wish me luck. -_-v

I’m sorry for me buggin’ you
Sorry for being such a fool
God knows I’ve tried but I can’t let go
I’m crazy ’bout you know who

I’m sorry for me needing you
Sorry girl that you don’t feel it too
I get the point, should be a man about it
I’ve never been good at that - no no

Forgive me for being me
I’ve tried to let go

I know you got a boyfriend - another man
Another guy by your side
Someone who hopefully treats you right
But you don’t know how much I wish that I was
Your boyfriend - that other guy
The only one who’s allowed
In your room to lay in your arms at night
Now you don’t know how much I wish that
I was your boyfriend

I’m sorry for me wanting you
Sorry for not playing by the rules
But what would you do if you were in my shoes
Feeling lost and blue Mnn

I’m sorry for me lovin’ you
Sorry for being such a fool
God knows I’ve tried but I can’t let go
I’m crazy ’bout you know who

Another man is by your side
I hope he treats you right
I wish I was the only one
To lay in your arms at night
Well you can’t blame a guy for tryin’
Now what else can I do
And how I wish that my prayers, thoughts and dreams

Although this is an old song, but it is singing what I feeling now….haiz….STILL DESPRESS AH!!!!!!!!

Depress!! Depress!! Depress!! Depress!! Depress!!

For the 1st time, I dun wanna go Law lesson. I dunno how to face her.

Acting ignorance…..

Acting to be attentive in class…..

Acting as if I am all OK!

Fact is, I am not…..

40% of the time I am looking at her…..

40% of the time I am thinking abt her…..

15% of the time I am confused…..

Onli 5% of the time I am listening to the lecturer!

Will it be a regret for rejecting her offer during the break?

Will it be a regret for not sitting with her?

Will it be a regret for ignoring her?

Will it be a regret???????????? I DUNNO!! i really dunno! What am I gonna do?

I AM DEPRESSED!!!!!! ARGHHH!!!!!!!!!

Well, this is my 1st entry to my own & exclusive personal blog. I din intend to start a blog, but I am too free, so I started my own blog. Had realli alot fun from TF5 @ MOS, everyone is taking pics here & there. Came back home this morning at 3am.

James, Mango & me

A grp of WG Ambassadors

Xiaowei & meMe, Kevin & Fredrick NAC!!!

More to come when I get all the pics……